به من گفتی که دنیا رو ببینم
بدون تو مگه دنیاییم هست؟
تو این شب های دوری و صبوری
به غیر گریه کردن کاریم هست؟
به من گفتی که فردا روز دیگست
بدون تو مگه فرداییم هست؟
برای دستای سرد و ضعیفم
به غیر دستای تو جاییم هست؟
بجون تو دیگه جونی ندارم
تو نیستی که ببینی توی غربت
بدون تو چه جوری کم میارم
بجون تو بدون تو نمی شه
بدون تو دیگه چیزی نمونده
ازون لب های خندون همیشه
نیما نصرالهی
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
BACK
After a some month interval which I believe is perfectly justified taking all I have been doing into account , I mean to make a return to the cyberspace and this time I am going to be writing a lot more often, not only because I love my pen but also because, and I guess this is more the case, I have no other friends.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
خوبی ها
اگر چه صدای گوش خراش مگس هایی که بر گرد کثافت دنیا جمع شده اند گوشمان را پر می کند
اگر چه کسی برای عشق دیگر دل نمی سوزاند
اگر چه شاید دیگر کسی برای بستن بند کفش دخترک یتیم به خود زحمت خم شدن ندهد
و بدون دستکش نمی توان به پسرک روزنامه فروش دست زد
و اگر چه انسان دیگر جز با حساب رسی به خود فرصت خوب بودن ندهد
اگر چه جهل و تعصب، ایمان و فریب
ذهن ها را از کار انداخته اند
و اگر چه خدا هم این روزها به بندگانش زور می گوید
اگر چه دروغ قلب ها را تسخیر کرده است
و برای صداقت باید بهانه ای داشت
و اگر چه می گویند که از این هم بد تر خواهد شد
اما ما هر دو می دانیم
خوب می دانیم
هنوز می شود
خنجر زهر آلود کینه را به جای پشت رفیق بر قلب سیاه نفرت کوفت
می شود نیمه شبی نان خود را به به قیمت لبخند محوی در چارچوبه ی صورت کثیف گدایی به او فروخت
و تا صبح گرسنگی خورد و خوش بود و خندید
هنوز هم می شود به چشمان غصه خیره شد، غم را به نظاره ایستاد و قهقه سر داد
هنوز می شود برای خنداندن لب غریبه ای اشک ریخت
هنوز می شود به گنجشک ها دانه داد و طلب کار نبود
می شود
خوب می دانی نازنینم
خوبی ها نمرده اند
اگر چه کسی برای عشق دیگر دل نمی سوزاند
و عشق را بازیچه ابلهان دیوانه می دانند
اگر چه رنگ ها تهی شده اند و خوبی ها راهی گورستان فراموشی انداگر چه شاید دیگر کسی برای بستن بند کفش دخترک یتیم به خود زحمت خم شدن ندهد
و بدون دستکش نمی توان به پسرک روزنامه فروش دست زد
و اگر چه انسان دیگر جز با حساب رسی به خود فرصت خوب بودن ندهد
اگر چه جهل و تعصب، ایمان و فریب
ذهن ها را از کار انداخته اند
و اگر چه خدا هم این روزها به بندگانش زور می گوید
اگر چه دروغ قلب ها را تسخیر کرده است
و برای صداقت باید بهانه ای داشت
و اگر چه می گویند که از این هم بد تر خواهد شد
اما ما هر دو می دانیم
خوب می دانیم
هنوز می شود
خنجر زهر آلود کینه را به جای پشت رفیق بر قلب سیاه نفرت کوفت
می شود نیمه شبی نان خود را به به قیمت لبخند محوی در چارچوبه ی صورت کثیف گدایی به او فروخت
و تا صبح گرسنگی خورد و خوش بود و خندید
هنوز هم می شود به چشمان غصه خیره شد، غم را به نظاره ایستاد و قهقه سر داد
هنوز می شود برای خنداندن لب غریبه ای اشک ریخت
هنوز می شود به گنجشک ها دانه داد و طلب کار نبود
می شود
خوب می دانی نازنینم
خوبی ها نمرده اند
Saturday, April 25, 2009
آن روزها
آن روزها سینما که می رفتیم خیلی خوب بود
ساندویچ ها خیلی خوشمزه بودند
گل های محمدی بوی خیلی خوبی داشتند
آن روزها 100 تومان خیلی پول بود
آن روزها مدرسه خیلی دور بود
آن روزها خدا خیلی بزرگ بود
خانم معلم خیلی می فهمید
مجتبی ، پسر همسایه ، خیلی قد بلند بود
خانم برومند معلم کلاس دومم خیلی چاق بود
عمو علی رضا هم خیلی چاق بود
آن روزها خوب یادم است سایه ها خیلی پر رنگ بودند
وقتی که باران می آمد درخت ها خیلی قشنگ می شدند
آن روزها خیلی دیر می گذشت
و من هیچ وقت بزرگ نمی شدم
یک ماه به اندازه یکسال طول می کشید
ولی چه عجیب که
آن روزها خیلی سریع تمام شدند
و جالب این که این روزها خیلی سریع می گذرند
ولی زود تمام نمی شوند
آن روزها جهان با تمام کوچکیش عجیب بزرگ بود
اما این روزها
جهان با همه بزرگیش عجیب کوچک است
آن روزها همه چیز عجیب بود
و اما امروز دیگر انگار همه چیز عادی شده است
انگار چیزهای نو تمام شده اند
انگار چشمان من دیگر فریب نمی خورند و بی خود هیجان زده نمی شوم
این روزها فهمیده ام که چشمان کم سوی من سالها به من دروغ گفته اند
از دروغ های قشنگ متنفرم
من عاشق چهره ی کریه حقیقتم
ساندویچ ها خیلی خوشمزه بودند
گل های محمدی بوی خیلی خوبی داشتند
آن روزها 100 تومان خیلی پول بود
آن روزها مدرسه خیلی دور بود
آن روزها خدا خیلی بزرگ بود
خانم معلم خیلی می فهمید
مجتبی ، پسر همسایه ، خیلی قد بلند بود
خانم برومند معلم کلاس دومم خیلی چاق بود
عمو علی رضا هم خیلی چاق بود
آن روزها خوب یادم است سایه ها خیلی پر رنگ بودند
وقتی که باران می آمد درخت ها خیلی قشنگ می شدند
آن روزها خیلی دیر می گذشت
و من هیچ وقت بزرگ نمی شدم
یک ماه به اندازه یکسال طول می کشید
ولی چه عجیب که
آن روزها خیلی سریع تمام شدند
و جالب این که این روزها خیلی سریع می گذرند
ولی زود تمام نمی شوند
آن روزها جهان با تمام کوچکیش عجیب بزرگ بود
اما این روزها
جهان با همه بزرگیش عجیب کوچک است
آن روزها همه چیز عجیب بود
و اما امروز دیگر انگار همه چیز عادی شده است
انگار چیزهای نو تمام شده اند
انگار چشمان من دیگر فریب نمی خورند و بی خود هیجان زده نمی شوم
این روزها فهمیده ام که چشمان کم سوی من سالها به من دروغ گفته اند
از دروغ های قشنگ متنفرم
من عاشق چهره ی کریه حقیقتم
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
God
By posting this I don't mean to say there definitely exists a God , which is what I will probably come to in future. Let's put that question on ice for now . However, for reasons best known to myself I do beleive in God, but you are free not to as I didn't use to one day.
people are are very curious to find out whether God's happy with them or not, here comes my straight and simple answer to this concern.
" If people like you God Does too, if people don't God won't" so try to be nice to people instead of trying to be nice to God
If There is a God , he knows what's going on in your heart, so there is no way you can trick him
people are are very curious to find out whether God's happy with them or not, here comes my straight and simple answer to this concern.
" If people like you God Does too, if people don't God won't" so try to be nice to people instead of trying to be nice to God
If There is a God , he knows what's going on in your heart, so there is no way you can trick him
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Do I love her?
A Mitra put up a comment for my last post asking me if I felt the same way about "her" as she does or not. Not going straight to the question whose answer on my part is a strong yes, I would like to philosophize a bit and make my answer seem less emotional. I first have to say I don't mean to teach anyone anything, all I say is what I have learned so I'm pretty much a learner myself as far as this story goes.
We are always looking for people whom we love, and if you happen to have a big open loving nature there may be many people you can potentially love but what matters here is whether you love is appreciated or not. Don't you forget, you have to be extremley great to be able to experience love ,which is "prefering someone to your own dear self". This is why I always respect lovers who are great enough to love. But there is a catch there, most of the time love remains unanswered. I'm not to blame anyone for this since it's ,in my opinion, the elussive nature of love. I personally put this down to human nature which causes the beloved to get the impression that he's far better than the lover, who is more than a human as he has put his self aside. To love is one degree of perfection and to welcome someone's love is a far greater level of human perfection. You need to be infitely good to understand that only because some one loves you he/she is not any less than you and probably quite the opposite.More difficult is to love them back.
Most of us are sick of people who don't understand our feelings, people who simply distance themselves from us as we get closer to them, confused about what we should do and what we shouldn't. Yet it's again us who escape from those who love them . This is the selfish game of human beings.
and now on the question I am asked
"This is, I hope, my last experience of love; This time I didn't let the same story happen to me. Confident of my self I found one who loves me more than life itself and then I am trying to pay her ten times more love back."
Ibeleive you shouldn't try to find some one you really love because you are very probable to be the loser , You should try to find some one who loves you and then love them back as strongly as you can.
PS. The word loser I have used is not a good one since I THINK LOVE IS NOT A GAME.
We are always looking for people whom we love, and if you happen to have a big open loving nature there may be many people you can potentially love but what matters here is whether you love is appreciated or not. Don't you forget, you have to be extremley great to be able to experience love ,which is "prefering someone to your own dear self". This is why I always respect lovers who are great enough to love. But there is a catch there, most of the time love remains unanswered. I'm not to blame anyone for this since it's ,in my opinion, the elussive nature of love. I personally put this down to human nature which causes the beloved to get the impression that he's far better than the lover, who is more than a human as he has put his self aside. To love is one degree of perfection and to welcome someone's love is a far greater level of human perfection. You need to be infitely good to understand that only because some one loves you he/she is not any less than you and probably quite the opposite.More difficult is to love them back.
Most of us are sick of people who don't understand our feelings, people who simply distance themselves from us as we get closer to them, confused about what we should do and what we shouldn't. Yet it's again us who escape from those who love them . This is the selfish game of human beings.
and now on the question I am asked
"This is, I hope, my last experience of love; This time I didn't let the same story happen to me. Confident of my self I found one who loves me more than life itself and then I am trying to pay her ten times more love back."
Ibeleive you shouldn't try to find some one you really love because you are very probable to be the loser , You should try to find some one who loves you and then love them back as strongly as you can.
PS. The word loser I have used is not a good one since I THINK LOVE IS NOT A GAME.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Happy
People often ask me why I'm happy without any reason.
Listen up friends
I am here to confess that there is a reason for my unreasonable happiness
There is someone who dies for me, some one who does for me what you won't do for yourself
What other reason would one need to feel infinitely prosperous?
Listen up friends
I am here to confess that there is a reason for my unreasonable happiness
There is someone who dies for me, some one who does for me what you won't do for yourself
What other reason would one need to feel infinitely prosperous?
Monday, March 23, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
الان ، این موقع شب، یک شعر گفتم . خیلی خوشحالم چون مدت ها بود زبونم به شعر نمی چرخید. خدایا شکرت
اینو تقدیم می کنم به کسی که تاریک ترین روزهای زندگیم رو روشن کرد.
خوب می دونم عزیز دل
تو رو خدا فرستادت
که تو روزای سخت من
به قلب من سر بزنی
بیای و برعکس همه
تو عاشقی کم نیاری
به سیم آخر بزنی
تو هق هق های دم به دم
فرشته ی نجات من
تو اومدی به کمکم
تا که منو بخندونی
تو بدترین روزای غم
اینو تقدیم می کنم به کسی که تاریک ترین روزهای زندگیم رو روشن کرد.
خوب می دونم عزیز دل
تو رو خدا فرستادت
که تو روزای سخت من
به قلب من سر بزنی
بیای و برعکس همه
تو عاشقی کم نیاری
به سیم آخر بزنی
تو هق هق های دم به دم
فرشته ی نجات من
تو اومدی به کمکم
تا که منو بخندونی
تو بدترین روزای غم
میون سیل غصهُ
میون موج گریه هام
اما اینو بدون گلم
از تو همه چیزای خوب
الان فقط تورو می خوام
خیلی شده از اون روزا
که اولین سو رو زدی
تو شب تاریک دلم
الان تو این روز قشنگ
می خوام بهت اینو بگم
نمی دونم چطور باید
جواب خوبیتُ بدم
فقط می دونم نازنین
اگه باشی تو زندگیم
دیگه نمی خورم زمین
Happy Valentine
میون موج گریه هام
اما اینو بدون گلم
از تو همه چیزای خوب
الان فقط تورو می خوام
خیلی شده از اون روزا
که اولین سو رو زدی
تو شب تاریک دلم
الان تو این روز قشنگ
می خوام بهت اینو بگم
نمی دونم چطور باید
جواب خوبیتُ بدم
فقط می دونم نازنین
اگه باشی تو زندگیم
دیگه نمی خورم زمین
Happy Valentine
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
GOOD
I am tired of beautiful thoughts, how many of us in fact do something beautiful? just close your eyes for a while and think if there were as many people who had any concerns about doing good things as there are who have beautiful ideas, how our world would suddently turn into a paradise. You know what most of us are still undecided about is the meaning of good, how could one expect us to act the way we don't know.
It has been religion in the past many years which has either rightly or wrongly commented on the meaning of goodness and badness. Most of us have at least tried at some point in our lives to live up to its standards but finding it too hard by religious standards to be good we have given up.
But wait a second, religion is over. We have mostly quit being religious. Fair enough, does that mean we should quit being good too?
I think each of us should have our own personal domain of good and bad and I strongly beleive it would be great if everybody in the world could be good by their own definition.
Have you evere thought of the similarity of the words "good" and "god". It's meaningful you know, why don't you become your own god?
It has been religion in the past many years which has either rightly or wrongly commented on the meaning of goodness and badness. Most of us have at least tried at some point in our lives to live up to its standards but finding it too hard by religious standards to be good we have given up.
But wait a second, religion is over. We have mostly quit being religious. Fair enough, does that mean we should quit being good too?
I think each of us should have our own personal domain of good and bad and I strongly beleive it would be great if everybody in the world could be good by their own definition.
Have you evere thought of the similarity of the words "good" and "god". It's meaningful you know, why don't you become your own god?
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Nostalgia
Have you ever woken up feeling strange in an unknown zone of your heart? I mean you're happy the way you are in the mornings but a strange musty nostalgia whose source is unclear to you is dominating a side of your heart. And then there is this slight headache which feels nice to have. If you have ever felt this "bad" or "good" or whatever you call it, you are not alone I am feeling exactly the same this morning
Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
خودخواهی
به حود خواهی فکر می کردم ، مدت های طولانی با این مساله درگیر بوده ام و دنیای خود خواه را سرزنش کرده ام . بعد از مدت ها به این نتیجه رسیدم که جهان بر پایه عشق به خود بنا نهاده شده و هر آنچه دگر دوستی در آن باشد ریشه در علاقه به خود و رفع نیازهای خودخواهانه دارد . در ابتدا این حقیقت تاریک روزگار برایم شنگین بود و مرا می آزرد . من همیشه ارزش انسان را تنها در این می دیدم که می تواند دیگری را بر خود ترجیح دهد . اما بعدها فهمیدم که این خودخواهی نه تنها از زیبایی دنیا هیچ کم نمی کند بلکه دنیا را زیبا تر از همیشه می کند ، بدون علاقه به خود منطق زندگی دستخوش تزلزل و زوال می شود ، کسی که خود را دوست ندارد چطور و به چه انگیزهای به دیگران احترام خواهد گذاشت وقتی که از خود نفرت دارد و از دریافت احترام بیزار است
شاید مادرها از روی خودخواهی مهربان باشند یا دوستان برای آرامش خود همدیگر را دوست داشته باشند و یا کمک به کودک فقیر برای ارضا حس خود خواهانه ی خود و احساس خوب خودمان باشد ولی تفاوت کار درخود است ، ما همه خودخواهیم اما چه خودی ؟ علاقه به آن خودی که عاشق دیگران است عین خوبی است و علاقه به خود پلیدی که آسایش دیگران را نمی تواند ببیند عین بدی . دوستان خودخواهی زیباست عیب از "خود" ماست
SELF
One of the very puzzling yet intriguing matters ever obsessing me's been "self". A reality one needs to discover before he could ever dream of acheiving things .It's only when you know yourself that you can tame it, take advantage of it and lead it where it deserves to be; without adequate knowledge of how it functions you are always following the so-far-for-thousands-of-times tried instinctive misunderstandings of mankind and are thus very likely to end up yet another very ordinary piece of flesh who thinks no more deeply than his grandparents did and leads as normal a life as can be , bound to be buried under the same quantity of soil, and may well be eaten by the same types of bugs .
I beleive those people who managed to leave a mark on the world and had their names recorded in the history where not necessarily any smarter than others but had only learnt how to run them selves ,
You, I mean your self , is nothing but a tool that you, I mean the very you_let's call it the operator, uses to live. With little knowledge of the machine availabale to you and what it is capable of you always understimate yourself . This dual existense of human beings has always prompted controversies and this duality has been explained in religion as the distinction between body and soul. Before ever setting your mind on a goal ,I beleive you need to teach you ,the operator , how to use yourself . Human beings have unimaginable and mind-boggling capabalities , being aware of them it takes no more than wanting to acheive a thing.
If only you know who you are , if only you appreciate the true value of yourself , if only you don't waste yourself in superstition you will be who you want to be.
I beleive those people who managed to leave a mark on the world and had their names recorded in the history where not necessarily any smarter than others but had only learnt how to run them selves ,
You, I mean your self , is nothing but a tool that you, I mean the very you_let's call it the operator, uses to live. With little knowledge of the machine availabale to you and what it is capable of you always understimate yourself . This dual existense of human beings has always prompted controversies and this duality has been explained in religion as the distinction between body and soul. Before ever setting your mind on a goal ,I beleive you need to teach you ,the operator , how to use yourself . Human beings have unimaginable and mind-boggling capabalities , being aware of them it takes no more than wanting to acheive a thing.
If only you know who you are , if only you appreciate the true value of yourself , if only you don't waste yourself in superstition you will be who you want to be.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Long long absence
Now , I have not been around for quite a while, exams stuff and life probs, Instead I am gonna be posting things up a lot more often than I ever have in the next twenty days. There are are tons of things to be said and a heart to be emptied . So fasten your seatbelts and pay me more visits to clutch more reads if you're interested.
Good luck friends
Good luck friends
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
The Bloger's working this time
Wow ! such a relief to see the BLOG SPOT working again . I had been meaning to publish a thing on my page for the last week . now , however , not the slightest thing crosses my mind . One good piece of news for my own self is that for some reason best known to myself I will have a lot more free time in the next 3 , 4 months which means I'll be able to write and of course think more , besides and on top of all I can tend to my lessons at university . quite ironically , for me being free means having a lot to do.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
quality time
It's finally over !
Another long tiring but nevertheless pleasant week passed by and joined my past . I spent the week , for the most part , in Tehran and this in itself could give me a break and I had plenty of time to mess about and socialize , in fact I had some time to break out of my work shell and spend some quality time with my friends.
I could do one thing which pleased me the most and that was allocating time to people helping them out rather than sorting out a pile of stuff to do and race against the clock . I think I like this pleasingly slow pace of life more although I have always been one who bites more than he can chew and then ends up helplessly running around unable to do half as much as he expected.
This , helping others, is where I believe life begins to derive meaning and beauty mysteriously creeps into your otherwise dull and ordinary life .
Take care of others , the universe takes care of you ( I call it the golden rule of the universe ) even if it doesn't , the good feeling you have been able to obtain through these interactions with others is itself enough to brighten up your life . Those who say this doesn't work might have never tried being nice to othres and are jumping to a hasty irrational conclussion in this regard .
Any way , one of my friends who is tearing himself apart to learn English and thus calls on me frequently was talking to me about his life changes and the way he's spending all his time on English . I was amazed at his perseverence and shocked at his attitude towards doing things .
He had broken up with his dearly loved girl friend of three years , locked himself in and even saw English dreams while sleeping .
I do generally approve of getting your teeth into something if you really mean to acheive it but I object to having to change your whole life plan to such an extent as I believes you'll do very little more than you would otherwise get around to. More importantly , if you forgo everything in your life to acheive one single thing I'm sure in most cases in the end you'll come to understand it wasn't worth it .
I am a man of " so many tasks at a time " and people always ask me how I can get to do them all . There is one secret to it , and that's that good things come up in bad times ; it's only when people are put under immense pressure that they start to think life could be different.
good luck
Another long tiring but nevertheless pleasant week passed by and joined my past . I spent the week , for the most part , in Tehran and this in itself could give me a break and I had plenty of time to mess about and socialize , in fact I had some time to break out of my work shell and spend some quality time with my friends.
I could do one thing which pleased me the most and that was allocating time to people helping them out rather than sorting out a pile of stuff to do and race against the clock . I think I like this pleasingly slow pace of life more although I have always been one who bites more than he can chew and then ends up helplessly running around unable to do half as much as he expected.
This , helping others, is where I believe life begins to derive meaning and beauty mysteriously creeps into your otherwise dull and ordinary life .
Take care of others , the universe takes care of you ( I call it the golden rule of the universe ) even if it doesn't , the good feeling you have been able to obtain through these interactions with others is itself enough to brighten up your life . Those who say this doesn't work might have never tried being nice to othres and are jumping to a hasty irrational conclussion in this regard .
Any way , one of my friends who is tearing himself apart to learn English and thus calls on me frequently was talking to me about his life changes and the way he's spending all his time on English . I was amazed at his perseverence and shocked at his attitude towards doing things .
He had broken up with his dearly loved girl friend of three years , locked himself in and even saw English dreams while sleeping .
I do generally approve of getting your teeth into something if you really mean to acheive it but I object to having to change your whole life plan to such an extent as I believes you'll do very little more than you would otherwise get around to. More importantly , if you forgo everything in your life to acheive one single thing I'm sure in most cases in the end you'll come to understand it wasn't worth it .
I am a man of " so many tasks at a time " and people always ask me how I can get to do them all . There is one secret to it , and that's that good things come up in bad times ; it's only when people are put under immense pressure that they start to think life could be different.
good luck
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