آن روزها

آن روزها سینما که می رفتیم خیلی خوب بود
ساندویچ ها خیلی خوشمزه بودند
گل های محمدی بوی خیلی خوبی داشتند
آن روزها 100 تومان خیلی پول بود
آن روزها مدرسه خیلی دور بود
آن روزها خدا خیلی بزرگ بود
خانم معلم خیلی می فهمید
مجتبی ، پسر همسایه ، خیلی قد بلند بود
خانم برومند معلم کلاس دومم خیلی چاق بود
عمو علی رضا هم خیلی چاق بود

آن روزها خوب یادم است سایه ها خیلی پر رنگ بودند
وقتی که باران می آمد درخت ها خیلی قشنگ می شدند
آن روزها خیلی دیر می گذشت
و من هیچ وقت بزرگ نمی شدم
یک ماه به اندازه یکسال طول می کشید
ولی چه عجیب که
آن روزها خیلی سریع تمام شدند
و جالب این که این روزها خیلی سریع می گذرند
ولی زود تمام نمی شوند

آن روزها جهان با تمام کوچکیش عجیب بزرگ بود
اما این روزها
جهان با همه بزرگیش عجیب کوچک است
آن روزها همه چیز عجیب بود
و اما امروز دیگر انگار همه چیز عادی شده است
انگار چیزهای نو تمام شده اند
انگار چشمان من دیگر فریب نمی خورند و بی خود هیجان زده نمی شوم
این روزها فهمیده ام که چشمان کم سوی من سالها به من دروغ گفته اند
از دروغ های قشنگ متنفرم
من عاشق چهره ی کریه حقیقتم

عزیزم می دونی فرق ما دو تا چیه؟

من تو رو باعشق پیدات کردم

تو عشق با من پیدا کردی

حواسم هست گمت نکنم

تو هم تو رو خدا مواظب باش گمش نکنی

God

By posting this I don't mean to say there definitely exists a God , which is what I will probably come to in future. Let's put that question on ice for now . However, for reasons best known to myself I do beleive in God, but you are free not to as I didn't use to one day.

people are are very curious to find out whether God's happy with them or not, here comes my straight and simple answer to this concern.
" If people like you God Does too, if people don't God won't" so try to be nice to people instead of trying to be nice to God
If There is a God , he knows what's going on in your heart, so there is no way you can trick him

Do I love her?

A Mitra put up a comment for my last post asking me if I felt the same way about "her" as she does or not. Not going straight to the question whose answer on my part is a strong yes, I would like to philosophize a bit and make my answer seem less emotional. I first have to say I don't mean to teach anyone anything, all I say is what I have learned so I'm pretty much a learner myself as far as this story goes.
We are always looking for people whom we love, and if you happen to have a big open loving nature there may be many people you can potentially love but what matters here is whether you love is appreciated or not. Don't you forget, you have to be extremley great to be able to experience love ,which is "prefering someone to your own dear self". This is why I always respect lovers who are great enough to love. But there is a catch there, most of the time love remains unanswered. I'm not to blame anyone for this since it's ,in my opinion, the elussive nature of love. I personally put this down to human nature which causes the beloved to get the impression that he's far better than the lover, who is more than a human as he has put his self aside. To love is one degree of perfection and to welcome someone's love is a far greater level of human perfection. You need to be infitely good to understand that only because some one loves you he/she is not any less than you and probably quite the opposite.More difficult is to love them back.
Most of us are sick of people who don't understand our feelings, people who simply distance themselves from us as we get closer to them, confused about what we should do and what we shouldn't. Yet it's again us who escape from those who love them . This is the selfish game of human beings.
and now on the question I am asked
"This is, I hope, my last experience of love; This time I didn't let the same story happen to me. Confident of my self I found one who loves me more than life itself and then I am trying to pay her ten times more love back."

Ibeleive you shouldn't try to find some one you really love because you are very probable to be the loser , You should try to find some one who loves you and then love them back as strongly as you can.

PS. The word loser I have used is not a good one since I THINK LOVE IS NOT A GAME.