الان ، این موقع شب، یک شعر گفتم . خیلی خوشحالم چون مدت ها بود زبونم به شعر نمی چرخید. خدایا شکرت
اینو تقدیم می کنم به کسی که تاریک ترین روزهای زندگیم رو روشن کرد.

خوب می دونم عزیز دل
تو رو خدا فرستادت
که تو روزای سخت من
به قلب من سر بزنی
بیای و برعکس همه
تو عاشقی کم نیاری
به سیم آخر بزنی

تو هق هق های دم به دم
فرشته ی نجات من
تو اومدی به کمکم
تا که منو بخندونی
تو بدترین روزای غم

میون سیل غصهُ
میون موج گریه هام
اما اینو بدون گلم
از تو همه چیزای خوب
الان فقط تورو می خوام

خیلی شده از اون روزا
که اولین سو رو زدی
تو شب تاریک دلم
الان تو این روز قشنگ
می خوام بهت اینو بگم
نمی دونم چطور باید
جواب خوبیتُ بدم
فقط می دونم نازنین
اگه باشی تو زندگیم
دیگه نمی خورم زمین

Happy Valentine

GOOD

I am tired of beautiful thoughts, how many of us in fact do something beautiful? just close your eyes for a while and think if there were as many people who had any concerns about doing good things as there are who have beautiful ideas, how our world would suddently turn into a paradise. You know what most of us are still undecided about is the meaning of good, how could one expect us to act the way we don't know.
It has been religion in the past many years which has either rightly or wrongly commented on the meaning of goodness and badness. Most of us have at least tried at some point in our lives to live up to its standards but finding it too hard by religious standards to be good we have given up.
But wait a second, religion is over. We have mostly quit being religious. Fair enough, does that mean we should quit being good too?
I think each of us should have our own personal domain of good and bad and I strongly beleive it would be great if everybody in the world could be good by their own definition.
Have you evere thought of the similarity of the words "good" and "god". It's meaningful you know, why don't you become your own god?

The main responsibelity of a human being is being human

Nostalgia

Have you ever woken up feeling strange in an unknown zone of your heart? I mean you're happy the way you are in the mornings but a strange musty nostalgia whose source is unclear to you is dominating a side of your heart. And then there is this slight headache which feels nice to have. If you have ever felt this "bad" or "good" or whatever you call it, you are not alone I am feeling exactly the same this morning