Philosophy of life

We live in a world which is entirely open to suspicion ; there is not a single thing you can confidently accept and defend . I personally won’t overreact if some one questions the existence of God , Paradise , Hell , Angels and stuff of this sort as I consider it well within the realm of possibelities for them to exist or not. Still there is one thing I believe in for certain and that is a complicated invisible system of cause and result artistically governing our everyday lives above the natural found-by-science rules , name it energy , God or what you may find proper. it has been proved to me with certainity that what ever happens to me is an indirect reflection of my own previous actions . it frightens me at times when I am about to do something which might in a way hurt some one since I dread to visualise its potential consequences on my own life. I think it goes beyond actions covering our intentions too , to me the latter should even be more important. This very delicate system which I believe operates with unimaginable percission affects our lives horrifyingly . What strikes me the most is the exact and proportionate extent to which actions resemble their consequences .
Call me superstitous but there is not a single thing you do remaining unresponded , I find it particularly functional when matters of heart are concerned which I attribute to the more or less similar nature of love accompanied by its chance of happening several times in a life-time which would result in some strikingly meaningful events_ you can still call them coincidences. Apart from being terrifying it’s extremley motivating to be well aware of the fact that by how you treat others today you are actually determining how your tommorow will turn out.
This way ,even the most precize calculations of your actions would be insufficient as they fail to take into account the extent to which people’s feelings are affected.
No insistence to accept my words as I want to leave it open to your own judgement